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Fairy tales?

What can I say?  Do fairy tales come true?  It has been almost a year since I have been with Master.  Life has been nothing short of amazing.  I am so much in love with him.  I can’t believe how time has flown by.  So do fairy tales come true?  My knight in shining armor …

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A submissive’s Daily Reflections

Today i had to go to a birthday party.  She is a family member and today she turned five.  We had her party at a place called Chucky Cheese’s.  It was a wonderful party and everyone had a great time.  i wasn’t in a party mood but the smiles on all the faces and seeing …

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A submissive’s Daily Reflections – Day 25

Grateful, thankful, appreciative, pleased, give thanks, gratitude, no matter how it is said i am grateful each day.  At the end of each day i take a few moments to reflect back on the day, and why i am grateful.  One could look back on their day and reflect on the negative, or the positive. …

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Master Song- Leonard Cohen

The Master Song by Leonard Cohen, on you tube. It shows the lyrics on the screen. For you Master, You introduced me to this song, This song has such meaning. i have listened to it so many times. Reading the words each time, and every time i think i have it figured out, i don’t. …

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A submissive’s Daily Reflections – Day 19

Almost to the close of another day.  It has been a somewhat productive day today.  i am actually still working at my desk but taking a break to write in my journal.  Each day i reflect and look for five things that i am grateful for: 1) Today i am grateful for tech help.  i …

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A submissive’s Daily Reflections Day 15

This life gives us so many things that we can be grateful for. We can look around and be ungrateful, or grateful, it’s a personal choice.  i find that when we are grateful, we have a more positive outlook on life in general.  Each day i will find five things i am grateful for, even …

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Daily Reflections Day 11

Each day i look for five things to be grateful for: 1)  today i am grateful for my health. 2) today i am grateful for a caring, understanding  Master, i used my safe word for the first time last night, i was worried he would be angry with me, he wasn’t.   3) today i …

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Daily Reflections Day 10

Each day i look for something to be grateful for.  I’m feeling a little blue right now so i really have to look back at my day and reflect on it to see what i have to be grateful for.  The five things that i am grateful for today are: 1)  i am grateful that …

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Daily Reflections Day 9

Each day i’m looking for something positive throughout the day.  Sometimes it is very obvious, some days it needs a closer look.  But reflecting back each day no matter how bad or good the day, there is always something positive if one looks close enough.  The five things that i am grateful for today are: …

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Daily Reflections 3

At the end of the day there is always something to be grateful for.  Each new day is a gift.  Even on our hardest days we could look back and reflect and find something positive to be grateful for.   1)  today i am grateful for having a wonderful Master. 2)  today i am grateful …

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Daily Reflections 1

Today was a good day.  Everything seemed to go very well.  i am going to attempt to list five things in my life that i am grateful for each day. Five things i am grateful for today are 1)  i am grateful  that it is Monday and i could email my Master and receive emails. …

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Needs vs Wants

Needs vs Wants.

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Being His submissive

Surrounded by familyyet lonely,the faithful caring wifeShe was loving, giving, servingbut unappreciated, and ignoredShe was not happynot smilingyet still faithful and not lookingbut she was very lonelyThen one day he was thereit was very unexpectedand she smiled,a friendship begana trust was formedhe was kind, caringhumoruous, sweetthe loneliness faded awaylife felt better, more fulfillingshe feels so …

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The Window

Here it is an October morning.  I sit looking out of the window, while i drink my coffee.  Pumpkin flavored, a nice addition to Fall.  i love the Fall.  It is a break from the high ninety something degree weather we get here.  i wish we had the beautiful Autumn color leaves in the trees, …

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He will know me well

We were friends and his conversations were humorous, caring, friendly and warm.   What i did notice is that somewhere between our friendship and my submissiveness to him i noticed how he dominated our conversations.  It was very noticeable.  He is still humorous, caring, friendly and warm but he was  also quick with the questions …

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