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Daily Reflections – i want you

This is the second time this week i have written in my journal a huge paragraph only to delete everything i just said,  Say what i had to say then hit the back button all the way back to erase it all. We are both so busy with work and life in general i miss …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

Final days approaching and i forgot to work out yesterday remembering at almost 11 pm while i was on facebook.  Like i had spare time or something!  lol.  All of a sudden it was like a light turned on, i hurried, cleared my history, lol, shut down the laptop, found my shoes and hurried off …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i worked out yesterday, i am just now getting here to log it.  As the final days of my 30 day challenge are here with only a couple of days left i am in my desperate attempts to shape up NOW,  i have come a good ways to improvement, but i fear i still have …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

It is getting down to the wire now.  i worked a very physical job today all day and i am exhausted.  My mind says i need to still go to the gym.  The rest of me says i want dinner, a bath, and bed.  i think i am  opting for the dinner, bath and bed …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

With only four days left of my challenge now i am pleading with my body to cooperate!  i am giving it all i have just hoping to do what i set out to do.  i have been trying so desperately to get this body toned.  i may fall short, but i do think that eventually …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i worked out earlier today.  The gym was much busier than when i usually go.  However, i don’t live in the best neighborhood and it was suggested to me by someone that i try to get to work out earlier than what i have been doing.  It was nice to be home from working out …

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Daily Reflections

i am working at my desk getting orders ready to go, and i can’t even wipe the smile off my face.  How can one person feel so happy?  i have amazing adventures coming up, and i think i am one of the happiest and grateful people on earth right now. Now i have to hurry …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

Wow, what a day!  As i am just getting to this i look at the time and i can’t believe it is this late already!  I didn’t skip my workout yesterday, i just did it so late and i never was able to write it down,  i also worked out today, Yesterday after my workout …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i have been so busy and trying to keep up.  Yesterday i worked out very late and by the time i got home my eyes were so heavy i just wanted a hot bath and some sleep.  It is a good thing i keep track of this in my phone,  Today i worked out too. …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

It is almost 3 am and i am just getting here.  It has been a busy day for me.  i had work and i had some personal things to tend to.  Then i was telling someone i know about my exercising and my target areas.  She showed me an exercise to target the abs.  i …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i began this thirty day challenge about two weeks ago.  i am beginning to see the outer results happening, and i like it.  Although, i still feel i have a long way to go to have the results that i am looking for, i see some muscle toning  in my upper stomach beginning to form …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i have had a great day today.  i can’t wipe this smile off my face, i think it is stuck, lol.  My day started out shopping at one of my favorite stores for sexy bras and panties.  They will be worn for a very special occasion. i had a very hard time finding the color …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

This morning i had two dance classes to get to.  It was raining when i went outside and while i was driving it got heavier and heavier.  i pulled up at the dance studio and it was just coming down with no let up insight so i decided to go inside.  i thought about running …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

Yesterday was a long day.  i worked a job outside my office then i worked in my office.  i left around 10:30 pm to go to the gym.  i am so glad i joined a gym that is open twenty-four hours a day.  i was tired but i knew it had to be done.  i …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

Another busy day today.  Worked, ran errands , dinner, more work.  Then finally i went to the gym.  It was 9:30 pm  when i left my house but i still did it. My work out today: Treadmill Aerobics Plus 4.23 Miles   mixed walking and running Ab crunch machine 30 lbs weights  130 times Throne …

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