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Yesterday it rained on my happiness

I have been so happy these past months.  Even though it isn’t always easy, I had a rough summer with accelerated college courses but still managed to get on the Dean’s list.  I went to work yesterday, I work as a professional Domme in a dungeon.  A client texted me a few days ago and said …

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Daily Reflections – today’s pics

You know me so well Sir.  You have to admit though i could pull off that domme type outfit with my little whip.  i can;t wait to see the pics you send to me that i asked you for.  Or wait, i think i actually didn’t ask, i demanded, lol.  i swear Sir, i am …

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Daily Reflections – Switching Roles?

That was a very interesting couple of links you sent me to tonight Sir.  i couldn’t get past the links without joining and something went wrong somewhere but i will figure that out when i have time tomorrow.  Hmmm, me Domming you Sir?  Oh but this could be so much fun.  i  feel that i …

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Daily Reflections – Switch for one night?

i have three pairs of boots.  i love my boots.  Three pairs and they are three different styles.  This winter barely got cold, so i didn’t get a chance to wear them.  It was just too hot.  i have my ankle boots.  They go great with my tight jeans.  Whether the legs are boot cut …

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Daily Reflections – i want you

This is the second time this week i have written in my journal a huge paragraph only to delete everything i just said,  Say what i had to say then hit the back button all the way back to erase it all. We are both so busy with work and life in general i miss …

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Daily Reflections

i was going to write in here tonight, but i have nothing interesting to say.  Guess i will continue to read Blow him away how to give him mind blowing oral sex by Marcy Michaels, Marie Dasalle it may help me smile, and maybe just maybe i can start that book report.  Actually that is …

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Daily Reflections

How i feel today:

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Daily Reflections – Anticipation

Excited, anticipating, nervous, happy, i feel like i may burst!  Monday is fast approaching, i have never looked forward to a day in such a long time as i am looking forward to Monday.  It is so special to me.  This smile, no matter what is going on, frustrations with work, home, family, it doesn’t …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i have been so busy and trying to keep up.  Yesterday i worked out very late and by the time i got home my eyes were so heavy i just wanted a hot bath and some sleep.  It is a good thing i keep track of this in my phone,  Today i worked out too. …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i have had a great day today.  i can’t wipe this smile off my face, i think it is stuck, lol.  My day started out shopping at one of my favorite stores for sexy bras and panties.  They will be worn for a very special occasion. i had a very hard time finding the color …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

Worked all day at my desk.  i still had much more work to do but it was getting late already night time.  i had to get to the gym.  i arrived late around 9 pm.  The good thing about that is there were only about seven people in the entire gym including myself.  i typed …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

A rough one today but i did it.  This challenge is not an easy one.  At least, not for me anyway. i decided to type the information in my phone as i worked out today, Burlesque one hour Shimmy class (kind of like belly dance boot camp!) one hour ab crunch machine 65 Ab lift …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

Day nine of my challenge. i was still sore from yesterday, so i had to force myself to go to the gym. My body was practically screaming at me to stay home, but i went. It is like the mouse going through the maze, it knows if it keeps going,  there is a prize at …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

On Wednesday, Feb. 18, i made it to the gym again!  i haven’t done four miles on the treadmill since i had the flu.  Lately i have only been doing two miles or a little more. Tonight i did a three and a quarter miles on the treadmill.  So i am working my way back …

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Patience

Dear Sir, As i was taking my shower this morning, i was thinking of you and i ran out of hot water, again!  i didn’t mind it though because the cool water was refreshing as i rinsed the conditioner out of my hair and the water ran down my back.  This conversation could go many …

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