sparkles journal

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Category Archives: Daily life

Yesterday it rained on my happiness

I have been so happy these past months.  Even though it isn’t always easy, I had a rough summer with accelerated college courses but still managed to get on the Dean’s list.  I went to work yesterday, I work as a professional Domme in a dungeon.  A client texted me a few days ago and said …

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Life’s special moments:

I woke up in the middle of the night one evening a few days before Master’s birthday, as I lay there listening to him breath I thought of this for his card.  I quietly got up and jotted down notes and went back to bed.  As I climbed back in bed he reached out like …

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I changed my title to Sparkles Journal

I  finally  got around to changing the title of my journal.  People have called me Sparkles for years now, a shorter nickname for my slave name used on Fetlife.  I wanted the name sparkles on Fetlife when I joined a couple of years ago but someone already had it.   So I had to add …

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It’s been a busy summer

Wow, time has flown this summer!  Last fall I began college again.   Master and I were talking  on the sofa one day  last year and he said he thought I should go back to college.  I looked at him and told him that I thought  I was too old to go back to school. …

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I decided to pick up my journal, I’m back!

I almost deleted this blog a couple of years ago, but  I couldn’t.   So it sat and waited for me to come back to it.  Yesterday at our  munch, I met a woman that said to me, “do  you have a blog?”   I said “no.”   She then proceeded to tell me “but …

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Fairy tales?

What can I say?  Do fairy tales come true?  It has been almost a year since I have been with Master.  Life has been nothing short of amazing.  I am so much in love with him.  I can’t believe how time has flown by.  So do fairy tales come true?  My knight in shining armor …

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Versatile Blogger Award – Me?

i was awarded the Versatile Blogger Award by  http://embracingsubmission.wordpress.com/  .  Thank you, it was completely unexpected.   Now i am suppose to tell you seven things about me.  1)  i am always looking for the positive in everything.  Every cloud has that silver lining.  Sometimes we just have to look for it. 2)  i am …

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Master Song- Leonard Cohen

The Master Song by Leonard Cohen, on you tube. It shows the lyrics on the screen. For you Master, You introduced me to this song, This song has such meaning. i have listened to it so many times. Reading the words each time, and every time i think i have it figured out, i don’t. …

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Who am i ?

Someone that i know sent something to me yesterday.  It was one of those zodiac things with the readings of the personalities of people by the month they were born in.  Surprisingly pretty accurate at that.  i am a Virgo and of course born in August and except for a few things it was accurate. …

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Some of my favorite things

hi vixen, for your new assignment, i’d like to hear about your favorite things. this will help me to get to know you better. to prime the pump a little i’ll give you some example items: favorites (you can give more than one and less than 3 for each): food color thing to do place …

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Patience

Dear Sir, As i was taking my shower this morning, i was thinking of you and i ran out of hot water, again!  i didn’t mind it though because the cool water was refreshing as i rinsed the conditioner out of my hair and the water ran down my back.  This conversation could go many …

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Needs vs Wants

Needs vs Wants.

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Being His submissive

Surrounded by familyyet lonely,the faithful caring wifeShe was loving, giving, servingbut unappreciated, and ignoredShe was not happynot smilingyet still faithful and not lookingbut she was very lonelyThen one day he was thereit was very unexpectedand she smiled,a friendship begana trust was formedhe was kind, caringhumoruous, sweetthe loneliness faded awaylife felt better, more fulfillingshe feels so …

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My Proudest Moments

we have had a look at jealousy in your life. now I would like to hear about your proudest moments. what makes them stand out as such and what other proud moments do you hope to have in the future? Dear Sir, my proudest moments: i guess i can start when i was younger at …

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The Window

Here it is an October morning.  I sit looking out of the window, while i drink my coffee.  Pumpkin flavored, a nice addition to Fall.  i love the Fall.  It is a break from the high ninety something degree weather we get here.  i wish we had the beautiful Autumn color leaves in the trees, …

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