vixen's submissive journal

submission, daily life, and life's reflections

Category Archives: Daily life

Fairy tales?

What can I say?  Do fairy tales come true?  It has been almost a year since I have been with Master.  Life has been nothing short of amazing.  I am so much in love with him.  I can’t believe how time has flown by.  So do fairy tales come true?  My knight in shining armor …

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Versatile Blogger Award – Me?

i was awarded the Versatile Blogger Award by  http://embracingsubmission.wordpress.com/  .  Thank you, it was completely unexpected.   Now i am suppose to tell you seven things about me.  1)  i am always looking for the positive in everything.  Every cloud has that silver lining.  Sometimes we just have to look for it. 2)  i am …

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Master Song- Leonard Cohen

The Master Song by Leonard Cohen, on you tube. It shows the lyrics on the screen. For you Master, You introduced me to this song, This song has such meaning. i have listened to it so many times. Reading the words each time, and every time i think i have it figured out, i don’t. …

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Who am i ?

Someone that i know sent something to me yesterday.  It was one of those zodiac things with the readings of the personalities of people by the month they were born in.  Surprisingly pretty accurate at that.  i am a Virgo and of course born in August and except for a few things it was accurate. …

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Some of my favorite things

hi vixen, for your new assignment, i’d like to hear about your favorite things. this will help me to get to know you better. to prime the pump a little i’ll give you some example items: favorites (you can give more than one and less than 3 for each): food color thing to do place …

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Missing Master

Dear Master, This week end has been extra long for me.  i miss you more than you will ever realize.  i miss you, i miss your emails, i miss our play time.  i miss everything about you.  i think of you twenty-four hours a day.  Master, you are in all of my thoughts.   i …

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i screwed up again

Dear Master, This is my second screw up.  i am so so sorry.  i beg for your forgiveness Sir.  i truly didn’t mean anything negative by it.  At least once every month my brain seems to go on vacation for a week.  i say things without thinking, i ask things without thinking, do things without …

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Patience

Dear Sir, As i was taking my shower this morning, i was thinking of you and i ran out of hot water, again!  i didn’t mind it though because the cool water was refreshing as i rinsed the conditioner out of my hair and the water ran down my back.  This conversation could go many …

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Needs vs Wants

Needs vs Wants.

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Being His submissive

Surrounded by familyyet lonely,the faithful caring wifeShe was loving, giving, servingbut unappreciated, and ignoredShe was not happynot smilingyet still faithful and not lookingbut she was very lonelyThen one day he was thereit was very unexpectedand she smiled,a friendship begana trust was formedhe was kind, caringhumoruous, sweetthe loneliness faded awaylife felt better, more fulfillingshe feels so …

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My Proudest Moments

we have had a look at jealousy in your life. now I would like to hear about your proudest moments. what makes them stand out as such and what other proud moments do you hope to have in the future? Dear Sir, my proudest moments: i guess i can start when i was younger at …

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The Window

Here it is an October morning.  I sit looking out of the window, while i drink my coffee.  Pumpkin flavored, a nice addition to Fall.  i love the Fall.  It is a break from the high ninety something degree weather we get here.  i wish we had the beautiful Autumn color leaves in the trees, …

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Submission and Jealousy Don’t Mix

i am a new submissive and i am still learning. It is a process.  BDSM is still new to me.   i made a mistake the other day.  Being a submissive, i am his property, not the other way around.  He is not my property.  There is no room for jealousy, and definitely no need …

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The Facts Regarding Domestic Discipline

This does need to be put out there.

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i love to please you

i am so happy that i met you you make all of my days special your guidance, your wisdom your control, your caring. You are  Master,  teacher how did i ever live without you? You make my life complete i listen to all the words you speak You make me smile, my face gets hot …

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