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Daily Reflections – i want you

This is the second time this week i have written in my journal a huge paragraph only to delete everything i just said,  Say what i had to say then hit the back button all the way back to erase it all. We are both so busy with work and life in general i miss …

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Daily Reflections

i was going to write in here tonight, but i have nothing interesting to say.  Guess i will continue to read Blow him away how to give him mind blowing oral sex by Marcy Michaels, Marie Dasalle it may help me smile, and maybe just maybe i can start that book report.  Actually that is …

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Daily Reflections

When going on my trip i was told to be at the airport two hours early.  i can understand this, because when you arrive there is so much to do.  Printing up my boarding pass the day before was a help so i didn’t have to do that.  It still takes time to check your …

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Daily Reflections – Two weeks of fun

i had the best vacation.  i spent two weeks in Las Vegas with a relative that i have not seen in a very long time.  We have made so many memories.  We were able to sit and talk about so many things of the past, present and future.  We compared our childhoods, our marriages, our …

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Daily Reflections

i have not written in my journal lately, i am on vacation and busier than ever.  Having a great time in Las Vegas!!! i love it here.  It is so beautiful.  i am in the valley surrounded by mountains.  i am in awe.

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Daily Reflections

It has been a long day today!  A rainy day too,  i had a slow start, but i made it to the gym early afternoon. and worked out.  i have been trying to increase the weight on the ab machine.  i started out on the ab machine, forgot to stretch first, but it went well …

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Daily Reflections

Went to the gym after working today.  My work out as follows treadmill 3 miles ab crunch machine 45 lbs  120 times throne leg lifts 45 times i went at a different time today and apparently around 5:15 in the evening must be a popular time for people to work out.  It was kind of …

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Daily Reflections

How i feel today:

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

Final days approaching and i forgot to work out yesterday remembering at almost 11 pm while i was on facebook.  Like i had spare time or something!  lol.  All of a sudden it was like a light turned on, i hurried, cleared my history, lol, shut down the laptop, found my shoes and hurried off …

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Daily Reflections – Anticipation

Excited, anticipating, nervous, happy, i feel like i may burst!  Monday is fast approaching, i have never looked forward to a day in such a long time as i am looking forward to Monday.  It is so special to me.  This smile, no matter what is going on, frustrations with work, home, family, it doesn’t …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i worked out yesterday, i am just now getting here to log it.  As the final days of my 30 day challenge are here with only a couple of days left i am in my desperate attempts to shape up NOW,  i have come a good ways to improvement, but i fear i still have …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

It is getting down to the wire now.  i worked a very physical job today all day and i am exhausted.  My mind says i need to still go to the gym.  The rest of me says i want dinner, a bath, and bed.  i think i am  opting for the dinner, bath and bed …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

With only four days left of my challenge now i am pleading with my body to cooperate!  i am giving it all i have just hoping to do what i set out to do.  i have been trying so desperately to get this body toned.  i may fall short, but i do think that eventually …

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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i worked out earlier today.  The gym was much busier than when i usually go.  However, i don’t live in the best neighborhood and it was suggested to me by someone that i try to get to work out earlier than what i have been doing.  It was nice to be home from working out …

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Daily Reflections

i am working at my desk getting orders ready to go, and i can’t even wipe the smile off my face.  How can one person feel so happy?  i have amazing adventures coming up, and i think i am one of the happiest and grateful people on earth right now. Now i have to hurry …

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