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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i have had a great day today.  i can’t wipe this smile off my face, i think it is stuck, lol.  My day started out shopping at one of my favorite stores for sexy bras and panties.  They will be worn for a very special occasion. i had a very hard time finding the color i was looking for and the sales person there was so nice.  But even though she was trying to convince me they were the color i was looking for i just couldn’t make her understand.  i tried them all on and they were all very nice and everything fit perfect but still it was not the color i was requested to get.  i was there for a very long time trying not to give up and i was talking quietly on the phone to the one who requested the certain color and a manager came over and asked if she could help me.  She didn’t quite understand the shade of color i was looking for and then i recalled i had a picture of the blouse i would be wearing that day and i wanted the same color bra and panty, i showed her the picture.  She walked right over to an area in the store opened a drawer and there was one in my size.  In fact, it was the only one that color in the store.  i was so happy then i said “do you have panties to match?, i need panties to match exactly”.  She went in the back and came out with some but the color was off just a tad.  She searched and searched and finally managed to find one pair.  A little different than what i am use to, Kind of wide on the sides but okay, at least it matched the bra, then i also bought another color for the next evening with him.  i can hardly contain my excitement, i am really looking forward to it.

Exercise today:  Well it is after Midnight so technically it was yesterday, but since i haven’t slept yet i am calling it today. lol.

i had a dance class.  Then tonight i went to the gym.  i was the only person in the entire gym.  Completely alone, it felt strange.  i did a workout on the machines, and stayed off the treadmill, i just don’t think it is safe to be on a treadmill without anyone in the gym, for safety concerns.

Abdominal Crunch Machine  30 lbs weights  85 times

abdominal crunch machine 40 lbs weights 40 times

Abdominal Crunch machine 45 lbs. weights 7 times ( i just wanted to see if i could do it)

Seated leg curl  40 lbs.  26 times

Leg extension 40 lbs 23 times

Throne 40 times

Leg press 55 lbs weights  38 times

Leg press 70 lbs weights 20 times

Inner thigh press 40 lbs  25 times

Outer thigh press 40 lbs  25 times

Lat pull down 25 lbs weights  20 times

Seated dip 25 lbs 25 times

Planked 2 minutes

Squats  40


  1. You went to so much trouble to get exactly the right color. He’ll be very happy!

    • i’m so glad i didn’t give up. i sent him some photos, sort of a preview, before our precious time together. i can hardly wait.

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