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Daily Reflections – 30 Days to a Better Me

i went to sleep early last night, exhausted from my day.  After a couple hours of sleep i woke up, which is unusual for me, i usually sleep until it is time to wake up.  The targeted area i have been working on, i think is what woke me up.  Pain and nausea.  No matter how i tried to sleep, no matter how i moved, my lower abs were hurting.  This is not going to happen without some kind of pain, i see,  i was awake for two hours laying there trying to get comfortable and finally went back to sleep,  When i went to get up this morning, they were still hurting.  i went in the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror.  Do my eyes deceive me?  Because i think i am seeing some improvement.  A little.  Of course i won’t be happy until my lower abs are where i want them to be, if that ever happens.  However, the part i was not targeting and never gave a thought to, my butt, i have to say looks nice!  lol.  i’m glad that’s not hurting!  Must be from all the leg work and the treadmill.  For the first time since i started this challenge i decided to step on the scale.  i never changed my diet, because i eat so healthy anyway.  i stood on the scale and looked, i lost three pounds.  i wasn’t really trying to lose weight, but it must go with the territory.  After eight days of this challenge, this morning would be nine but i haven’t exercised yet, so i am not counting it, i am seeing some slight improvement.  Twenty-one days left of this challenge.  i am curious how far i will get.  i do plan on continuing after the challenge, however, at the end of the thirty days i am hoping to see more of an improvement in my main targeted area;  those lower abs.


  1. Nicely done! I like it

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