vixen's submissive journal

submission, daily life, and life's reflections

Monthly Archives: September, 2014

Daily Reflections

Dear Journal, Why is it, every time my business life is going well, my personal life is falling apart.  When my personal life is going great, my business is not doing as well.  Right now, my personal life is falling apart.  Why can’t they just coincide?  Shouldn’t there be a happy medium and where is …

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Daily Reflections

i keep telling myself i am going to get to bed earlier.  Well i am, earlier toward morning.  i seemed to have gotten mixed up somewhere.  i go to bed wide awake between 4 and 5 am and hope i get to sleep.  Then i  wake up around 9 or 10 am.  i get dressed, …

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Daily Reflections – A classic song that i love

It seems like these days are so busy and i never have enough time to do everything i want to do or spend enough time with people i care about.  As i was thinking about that i remembered this song and it use to be one of my very favorites.  The singer is Jim Croce …

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Daily Reflections – Hugs

For whoever needs a hug today  

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Daily Reflections

Yesterday it rained all day.  A nice soft rain, and seemed to cool things down a bit.  Today is a beautiful day, but will be raining later, which is perfect because i don’t plan on going anywhere.  i will spend some time with my dogs.  They look so happy today.  

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Daily Reflections – Choices

Every day there are decisions to be made.  Choices.  I can only hope that i chose wisely.  These decisions define and mold my life.  Every day is a day for learning something.  I am spending my entire lifetime learning, each and every single day.  I try to take them one at a time, but some decisions require …

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Daily Reflections

I slept very late today.  When i woke up i checked my phone.  So many messages, what time is it?  12:40 , i look again, yes that is the time.  Good thing i don’t have to go somewhere to punch a clock.  i check to see who the messages are from.  Some from customers, mostly …

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Daily Reflections – Life Gets Messy Part 2

i hadn’t planned on making a part 2 of Life gets messy, but here i am.  It is only the next day since i wrote about this.  I am feeling sad but i will be fine.  I didn’t mind my boyfriends dominating behavior, i liked it.  He even told me what time i had to …

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Daily Reflections – the Performance

The performance was yesterday.  Now i can look back and say “Hey I did it!”.   It was a good turn out.  I tried to talk myself out of being nervous.  To look right at them yet pretend they weren’t really there.  Impossible!  We walked out on the stage floor and began our dance.  I …

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Daily Reflections – Today is the day!

Today is the day to perform the dance in front of the audience.  All those people.  I am already nervous!  My palms are sweating, i can feel my nerves, and i swear i can already hear my own heart beating!!!  There is so much to do today before the show.  It is going to be …

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Daily Reflections

Another very busy day today.  It seems all my days are busy lately.  Need to sleep still have so much work to do but i think it is going to have to wait.  Tomorrow is another day.  It is almost 2 am.  I had to stop working in the middle of my day to go …

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Daily Reflections

It is after 2 am and i am still not finished with my orders for the shop.  Looks like they will have to wait until morning because i have had a very long day.  Taking time out for almost two whole days to party has really set me behind in my shop.  I have had …

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Daily Reflections

i am so tired!  It is a good tired!  I just had two days of solid partying.  It is a birthday i won’t forget. LOL.  You put a bunch of dancers together and WOW what a party.  Too many jello shots and lots of alcohol and food and so much dancing.  We made pasties and …

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