It is such a nice day today.  i work so much and my plans today were to wake up get dressed and start working.   I woke up early even though i went to bed around 4:30 am.   i was up at 8:30 am today.  i got dressed, grabbed my coffee.  Did some work …

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i was in a depressed state for a while but i think i am feeling better. i actually feel cheerful now, more like my usual self. i just needed a little time to sulk and sulking is what i did. i didn’t feel like talking to anyone, or doing too much of anything except to …

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I love music.  Listening to the right songs makes me feel better.  Devil Doll has some great songs.

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Guess i am in just one of those moods today. Music calms the soul. Worrisome Heart.

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A song to listen to Heads or Tails by Devil Doll   Heads or Tails How long has it been Since we tried this all over again. I can’t wait to see your face And kick your ass all over the place. You still think I love you so Love you so much to let …

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This is my journal. My safe place where i can write anything i want about anything i want to write about. My space with whatever i want to fill it with. i haven’t felt like writing in a few days. Really i still don’t. While my life appears to be going well, my family shows …

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Hmmm, i should probably shorten up that title now. Since i am no longer a slave it shouldn’t be daily reflections of a slave. i liked being a sub, and i wasn’t crazy about the slave thing. i like having a safe word. i had no safe word, no rights. i have learned a lesson. …

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i had my dance performance tonight. i was fine until a few minutes before entering stage when i was standing waiting to walk on stage and saw all the people then the nerves hit. i could feel me shaking. not good. Then it was time to go out on stage. i know i felt myself …

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i am ready. My dance performance is tomorrow night. I have practiced my routine so much, i think i could do it in my sleep. Now i have to get these boots off and put the foot grippers on them. The only thing i am worried about now at this point is slipping and falling …

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i made it to dress rehearsal yesterday. My foot and ankle felt much better, just a little twinge now and then. i was able to get my heels on, but had to buckle my shoe on the very last hole because i guess it was still a little swollen. Not being able to practice for …

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Today has been such a long day. i sprained my ankle last night. So i have been stuck sitting here with my foot up, Occasionally icing my foot on and off. i have so much to do and sitting here feels like such a waste of time. i have an onstage performance in a week, …

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