A submissive’s Daily Reflections
Did you ever know of something that your spouse or significant other was opposed to you doing, but you did it anyway? Bwahaahaahaa. I do feel a bratty moment coming on. Friday late afternoon. Tomorrow or i guess that is actually later today. Yep. I know he is against this but yet when he goes to work…i am doing this. I even have someone to go with me to hold my hand. When i told her what i wanted to do, she was so excited she could hardly wait. She told me she knew i was going to do this eventually but she didn’t know when. She expected this of me, she is getting to know who i am. My wild side has been coming out more and more these days. Why am i doing it? First of all i have thought about it for a while and i think it would be pretty cool. It seems to be the norm these days for so many girls. By the way, this is not a tattoo. i am not really doing it to piss him off, but i want to do this and if i said anything at all about it the words coming out of his mouth would be “No Way, you are not doing that, and don’t think about it.” So, i just won’t say anything, that is all. Don’t know if i will be able to get it on video or not. i am excited and scared and feeling a tad wild. Nobody can control me right now. i have actually had male friends tell me i need a spanking! i am without Master. Nobody to stop me, nobody to punish me for my actions. My spouse, he will just yell at me for a few days, and say “you should have asked”, no interesting punishments. Nothing that a Master would do. This is what happens when a submissive is left without a Master. i really miss Sir being Master. Not that there is anything wrong with what i am going to do tomorrow. i don’t think there is anything wrong with it at all, but the spouse is completely against this. Therefore, me doing this against what he would say i guess is bad behavior, i know it and i don’t care! i don’t know why he is against it: he shouldn’t be. To be continued….