vixen's submissive journal

submission, daily life, and life's reflections

Monthly Archives: October, 2013

Daily Reflections 3

At the end of the day there is always something to be grateful for.  Each new day is a gift.  Even on our hardest days we could look back and reflect and find something positive to be grateful for.   1)  today i am grateful for having a wonderful Master. 2)  today i am grateful …

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Daily Reflections 2

Each day their is always something to be grateful for.  it doesn’t matter if the glass is half full or the glass is half empty.  just the fact that the glass has something in it.  Each day brings a new beginning, a fresh start.  As individuals we can choose to be grateful or ungrateful.  i …

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Daily Reflections 1

Today was a good day.  Everything seemed to go very well.  i am going to attempt to list five things in my life that i am grateful for each day. Five things i am grateful for today are 1)  i am grateful  that it is Monday and i could email my Master and receive emails. …

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Patience

Dear Sir, As i was taking my shower this morning, i was thinking of you and i ran out of hot water, again!  i didn’t mind it though because the cool water was refreshing as i rinsed the conditioner out of my hair and the water ran down my back.  This conversation could go many …

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Needs vs Wants

Needs vs Wants.

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Being His submissive

Surrounded by familyyet lonely,the faithful caring wifeShe was loving, giving, servingbut unappreciated, and ignoredShe was not happynot smilingyet still faithful and not lookingbut she was very lonelyThen one day he was thereit was very unexpectedand she smiled,a friendship begana trust was formedhe was kind, caringhumoruous, sweetthe loneliness faded awaylife felt better, more fulfillingshe feels so …

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My Proudest Moments

we have had a look at jealousy in your life. now I would like to hear about your proudest moments. what makes them stand out as such and what other proud moments do you hope to have in the future? Dear Sir, my proudest moments: i guess i can start when i was younger at …

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The Window

Here it is an October morning.  I sit looking out of the window, while i drink my coffee.  Pumpkin flavored, a nice addition to Fall.  i love the Fall.  It is a break from the high ninety something degree weather we get here.  i wish we had the beautiful Autumn color leaves in the trees, …

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Submission and Jealousy Don’t Mix

i am a new submissive and i am still learning. It is a process.  BDSM is still new to me.   i made a mistake the other day.  Being a submissive, i am his property, not the other way around.  He is not my property.  There is no room for jealousy, and definitely no need …

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The Facts Regarding Domestic Discipline

This does need to be put out there.

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i love to please you

i am so happy that i met you you make all of my days special your guidance, your wisdom your control, your caring. You are  Master,  teacher how did i ever live without you? You make my life complete i listen to all the words you speak You make me smile, my face gets hot …

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One Month D/s Anniversary

On September 11, 2013 just one short month ago i agreed to be a submissive to my Master.  One short month,  and i am addicted to him.  i feel like i have known him forever.  i love to make him happy.  To serve him and please him is such a pleasure to me.  Everything he …

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A Better Day

Yesterday was such a bad day.  One of those days where nothing goes right and all of the things you want to say come out wrong and with a bad attitude on top of it.   The weather was nice outside. The sun was shining and there was a nice breeze.  i should have went …

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A Thank you note to Master

i am so glad you are a fair Master.  Without your firmness but fairness and grace of forgiveness this day could have turned out so differently.  Thank you Sir, from the depth of my heart. your vixen

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A Note to My Dear Master

Dear Master, i promise to always be open and honest with you and to keep you happy.  i promise to obey you and never be bratty. i know you do not like or want bratty behavior.  i find that  bratty behavior is very unbecoming of anyone.   i love the fact that my obedience pleases …

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